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Rebels and Readers Event

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I was so nervous to be volunteering at this years Rebels and Readers Event… soo many readers and authors running around and I didn’t have a clue what to do… I felt like a fish out of water… 😛 thankfully, the feeling of community and acceptance was just as strong there (face to face) as it is online… I even managed to come out of my shell a little.. as a life long lover of living in the shadows being forward usually gives me heartburn…

By volunteering, I got the chance to interact and do a test run of group interaction… now don’t laugh… there are a lot of people that think this type of attitude is silly, or just an act… But I was that girl that got the solo, but didn’t really want it… I loved to sing, but thinking about all those people staring at me … well, I threw up before every concert… lol… being at the Rebels and Readers Event was a lot like that… (No vomit this time) … one of the things I have started doing in order to push my limits is to immediately tell people that I’m shy, that I don’t know what I’m doing, that I’m afraid I will screw up… this help by letting others know that I am not bitchy or stuck up, I just don’t know what to say or do… they gave me a task to concentrate on, and once I started feeling comfortable, I allowed my inner jokester to come out (the one that usually only comes out to play when I’m around friends and family) the other thing I have been doing to help myself become more outgoing??? I hum or sing to myself whenever the action slows down and I don’t have a task to focus on… silly, but it works for me … singing in front of people used to instill horrible fear, even more than speaking… by using my voice in this small way, I keep myself from hiding in those welcoming shadows…

Check out the Rebels and Readers’s BLOG for all kinds of book goodies

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The Event seemed to go really well… the authors voiced a lot of thanks to Amy and Tanya (Rebel and Readers Queens!!!) There were dozens of give-a-ways and raffle games… The crowd packed in from 10am-2pm on both Saturday and Sunday, enjoying all the free swag and numerous books to purchase… The above picture is from Sunday, which contain about half as many people… double the number of people you see in the picture and you still can’t imagine how packed it was… lol… walking through the room was a challenge but worth suffering the overwhelming body heat… Rock on Authors…

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Why the heck am I wearing a sweater, you ask??? it was under 40 degrees outside and the air conditioning was on high in the event areas to combat the number of people enjoying all the lovely books… Casey L. Bond took pity on me as I shivered in my short sleeved shirt (early in the event before the crowd brought in the body head) She is a lovely person, not to mention a awesome author… you guys should definitely check out her books… And how cute it is that sweater… I loved it, and need one of my own… lol… The sweater promotes the lovely Cambria Herber’s Nerd Series… Another wonderful author… she has so many must read books, as well as information (on her blog/follow the link) for authors like me that feel like they are drowning in the Promotional aspect of being a writer…

I am glad I got to volunteer this year… It gave me a chance to watch the authors in actions and take notes on what I should do when I become one of their number… Shocking Finds  will hopefully have a table to display itself next year… now I need to get cracking on finishing the next book… Seriously, the authors and readers were great… I can’t wait for next year…

Don’t for get the contest to win a free ebook copy of Shocking Finds (A Finder’s Keepers Novel) ends tomorrow at 10am… I thought the contest ended at noon, but sorry guys, it ends a little earlier than that… just go to CD Hersh’s Blog and leave a comment on Shocking Finds Friday Feature… Woo who…

Happy Wordage, Tracey

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Alright… quick update… I’M CRAZY!! … or maybe it was the lack of sleep… I posted that a contest would start today, but it actually starts on Nov 6, and continues until noon the following Monday… Not to worry, I will make sure to send a reminder closer to the actual date… lol…

Til then, enjoy CD Hersh’s Site and all her other interviews and spot lights… 😛

The Hunt

This unedited short story gives us a look at Marin’s life, and the events leading up to her job at Finder’s Keepers. Enjoy this small taste as we wait for Oct 26 and the release of Shocking Finds (A Finder’s Keepers Novel)

The Hunt

Marin knew that she needed to snap out of her trance but what did she have to go back for. The bear at her side coughed his insistence. Sinking her fingers into his fur, she sighed. “You know, this place isn’t real. That means you’re not real. Not in a way that means you can boss me around.”

The bear bumped up against her side causing Marin to stumble. “Knock it off. I don’t want to go back and fight with Lindal. She’s so mad at me for sneaking out to go to the movies. I mean … what’s the big deal. I see other seventeen year olds in these trances, and they go to the movies all the time.”

As Marin dropped to the ground, leaning against one of the large trees in the landscape of her secret world, the bear nuzzled her face before giving her cheek a big wet lick. “Gross… what’s with you, brother bear? And why can’t I find your home?” Marin wiped the spit from her cheek, and examined her friend. The animal had been with her for so long, but any name she tried to give him seemed to upset the animal. He seemed to like Brother Bear, but all other names made him roar and begin to pace.

The bear had showed up in Marin’s secret world the first time she accidentally fell into a trance. He was nothing more than a cub, small and crying in the tall grass. No matter how hard she tried, Marin couldn’t find his momma. Losing his companionship would be devastating, but Marin always tried to feel where he belonged. She didn’t get along with her aunt, Lindal, but at least the woman would be able to find the animal in the real world and help him get home. That’s if Marin could ever sense where his home was.

She shook her head, began rubbing behind his ears as the bear got comfortable at her side, placing his head in her lap. “You know I would rather stay here with you. You’re my only friend.”

Marin had spent the few days in her secret world finding all the lost object she could. Her eyes sought out hidden objects, her ears listened for cries for help, and her hands took in the essence of anything she could reach out and touch. The last object, a wallet, had been lying forgotten under a park bench. Leather with ridged designs etched into the material, the wallet had held pictures and quite a bit of money.

She knew that her secret world was made up of all the places she had ever seen in her trances. She could hear the Ohio River cutting through the Tri-State area she called home. The house she lived in with Lindal was located just outside of Ashland, Ky. Close enough for Marin to feel like she could reach out and touch the Ohio and West Virginia borders. That’s if Lindal ever allowed her to leave the house.

The bear suddenly lunged to his feet, and began to pace. Marin looked around her landscape of apple trees and blue grass. She could hear frogs and crickets, smell the honey suckle in the air. Nothing seemed out of place. Nothing but the agitated bear that suddenly took hold of her shirt in his massive jaws and pulled her to her feet. After bumping her with his head, he plopped down on his haunches and waited, his head cocked to the side.

Marin slammed her hand down on her hips and looked to the sky. She needed to get the information about the wallet back to Lindal, but that didn’t explain her furry friend’s attitude. Taking a deep breath, Marin moved close and ran her hands along his fur. Closing her eyes she allowed her senses to run free. Still, nothing came to her. It was as if the bear didn’t exist. As if he had never belonged anywhere. She found the lost in her trances, so why couldn’t she sense anything about her friend.

Shaking her head, Marin wrapped her arms around his neck. “I will find your home one of these days.” Her voice came out as softly as the summer breeze ruffling her hair.

Stepping back Marin took a deep breath, and tried to mentally prepare herself to face Lindal. Rubbing her hands along her jeans Marin sent out a mental push as she whispered, “I’ll be back, Brother Bear. One day I’ll find your home. I promise.”

“Well, it’s about time. Do you know how put out I’ve been? You spent the last few weeks lazing about in one of your trances while I worry. Do you think this will change my mind? You can’t go out in public unprotected. Your abnormal abilities mean nothing to your safety. You will be attacked just like your mother. Like I want to go through that again. Maybe this is about seeking out danger. Whatever it is, you will stop hiding in your trances. You will-” Lindal’s voice continued to list all the things that Marin wouldn’t do but she was too shocked by her surroundings to listen.

Marin felt the uncomfortable twin mattress at her back, smelled the antiseptic and bleach in the air, and worst of all … she saw the tubes and monitors hooked up to her body. “Where am I?” Oh, she knew what it looked like, but why would she be in a hospital?

“I couldn’t keep caring for you by myself. I refuse to let you die before your time. After the third day of hand feeding your unconscious body, you stopped swallowing on your own. I got these people to do the dirty work for the last few weeks. Having to come in and make sure no one messed with your weak mind while you slept was still a hardship but I don’t care how many comas you put yourself in, I refuse to allow you to test me like this.”

“It was a trance. I didn’t put myself in it. It just happened. I-”

Lindal leaned over the bed rails, her face taking on a lovely shade of red. “Don’t you lie to me girl. I know all about your abnormal issues. That is why we do your exercises. There were ten hidden objects in the back yard that morning, and you located them all. This was about the movies, like I would ever allow you to watch something about dragons and magic. You already question me enough. But to have you running around unprotected, your weak mind open for others to mess with? I won’t have it. Do you want to end up murdered like your mother?”

“No, I swear. The exercises aren’t enough. It’s getting too hard to fight the pull to fall into a trance. When I get stressed I-”

“Are you saying that speaking with your aunt is stressful? That you’re too good to listen to what I have to say? I put up with you, feed you, and allow you to live with me and this is the thanks I get. We’ll see about this.” Lindal her face now a nice purple shade, her body shaking and her fists clenched, stalked from the room.

Marin felt her body start to relax as her aunt cleared the doorframe. She hated fighting with Lindal. The pull of her trances increased in strength when Lindal ranted. Oh, Marin hadn’t lied. It had become harder over the last few months to fight off the pull of a trance, but she could push herself out of one eventually. Once she managed to locate one or two lost objects, she could push herself back to reality.

Holding up the arm connected to a tube of liquid, Marin admitted – if only to herself – that she may have overstayed this time. Worse than fighting with Lindal was the thought of having the only family she had left mad at her. Marin hated the silent treatment more than any rant Lindal could come up with. She hated being stuck in that lonely house with no one to talk to. Still, a few weeks in her secret world had been worth the hospital stay. If she didn’t fear that Lindal would pull the plug – so to speak – Marin would allow fall back into the trance pulling at her attention. Instead, she focused on the hospital room and sought out the hidden and lost. She needed to get released, to comb out the rat’s nest growing on her head, and shave the forest of hair from her legs. Marin felt like she hadn’t seen a sponge bath her entire stay. Yuck, her mouth felt like a dried out milk carton with a fine layer of chalk. All else could wait. First she needed a shower and a large glass of water.

Marin read the newspaper that she had requested and that Lindal had slammed into her lap, after shoving her into a wheelchair. Where were the chipper candy stripers? The put out transporter, or as Marin thought of them … patient pushers? Even a nurse ratchet wannabe would be better than a pissed off Lindal. How in the world had Lindal convinced the hospital to keep her for three more days. She was sick of being poked and prodded, tested for every physical ailment under the sun.

The news was usually damn depressing, but Marin still wanted to know what was going on in the world she longed to be a part of. She read about the pie eating contest. The pictures of blueberry covered faces causing a chuckle to escape her mouth. There was something about a shooting over in West Virginia, which killed her amusement. Two dead, a man hunt, and questions over police ineffectiveness due to reduced presence in the area.

Marin remembered reading last week about budget cuts and layoffs for police departments in the Tri-state area. How could they prevent something like this shooting if they didn’t have the necessary manpower?

Flipping the page she found more about the pie eating contest and the local festival being held in downtown Ashland. Cotton candy, funnel cakes, carnival rides, craft stands, and more… Marin wanted to bounce in her seat. Festivals were excellent opportunities for her. People misplaced all kinds of stuff at fairs, carnivals, and festivals.

“Lindal… maybe I could keep the trances at bay if we went to the festival downtown. I could locate all kinds of stuff. I could-”

“No.”

That was it. No. Nothing more. No reasoning, no replacement ideas, just No. Marin did her best to suppress her emotions, not to react. Taking a deep breath, she tried to convince her aunt. “If I want to stay out of my trances, then I need to be able to look for something harder to locate than your car keys. I need-”

“I have already come up with an alternative.”

When Lindal fell silent, Marin swallowed her curiosity and went back to her newspaper. Lindal would tell her when she was ready. Questions now would just incite rants and punishments, and leave Marin and her curiosity unanswered.

Marin walked into Finder’s Keepers, her nerves on fire. A week of waiting and finally she had answers. Lindal woke her up at six a.m. with a threat and a promise. Marin could work at Finder’s Keepers – if they were willing to take her – but only in the office. If she stepped out of line, or willingly slipped into her trance world when it wasn’t needed for her job, Lindal would make sure she never left the house again. They lived on a few acres of land but it was lonely. No visitors, no pets, and no escape. Sure, Marin could move out. She would be eighteen next year, but she didn’t have the internal shields that she should have been born with. Shields that would protect her mind, keep her safe. Lindal was the only family she had, the only one willing to protect her from those in the world that would mess with her mind. It wasn’t magic. Lindal had made that clear.

There were those that could use their own senses to confuse others, but only if you didn’t have shields to block their evil. Her mother had ventured out without protection, without internal shields, and ended up on the wrong end of a mugger’s gun. Lindal was harsh and abrasive but her rules were made to keep Marin safe. She hated the restrictions and her aunt’s gruff demeanor, but she understood and tried to respect the rules.

“Honey child, ya appear to be in the wrong place.” The woman’s purring voice broke Marin from her thoughts. An Amazon Beauty, dressed to kill, with the world’s smallest pug under her arm stood in front of Marin, seductively leaning up against the receptionist’s desk. Even her slight southern accent came across as purring.

Marin didn’t know how to answer. She looked around the office full of antiques and finely pressed workers. They ran around in suits filing their papers, chatting in small groups and straightening ties and skirts worth more than the hope diamond, and preparing for a day full of what Marin could only guess would be high class clientele. Even the pug looked highbrow. Ready to run back to Lindal, Marin swallowed the lump in her throat. “I-”

Before Marin could say more she spotted a man with more pose than the entire office combined. Dress pants pressed to in perfect lines, the silk of his shirt hanging in such a way to show off the strength of fine contours full of muscles and potential. Even his dress shoes were impressive, with a clean shine most only had while coming out of the box for the first time. But it was his eyes that froze her ability to speak, shining with a mixture of colors she had only ever seen in the mirror.

From across the room his eyes appeared to be the lightest of blues, but standing next to the Amazon and her pug, his eyes shown with an opal-like shade. They were lighter than her own but close enough to leave her in wonder.

Managing to look down at the taller woman, he glanced at her then turned those eyes Marin’s way. “I am Antonius Slade, though most just call me Anton. If you will come with me, we can get your test underway.”

“Anton? I don’t wanna rile anybody, but with ten new Finders to show around. Ya don’t have time for another pischouette under foot.”

Marin didn’t know what a pischouette was but she didn’t think the term was complimentary.

Anton managed to smile with just one corner of his mouth. “That will be all, Makayla. We can talk about training assignments after Miss Yarthine takes the test.”

“As ya like, Sugar.” With that Makayla turned and swayed her way out of the waiting area, and went to perch on someone else’s desk.

Anton turned to Marin, his posture falling into relaxed lines. “If you will come with me, my dear, we can evaluate your abilities. Your aunt managed to convince me, even though the age limit is twenty-one.” Marin followed him down the hall and into a meeting room as he continued to talk. “I prefer to work with Finders that have gone through their Transition. After your twenty-first birthday you will know which of your gifts will stabilize and which will grow. No offence, but most your age are unable to use their heightened sense.”

Anton moved to the large meeting table, piled high with charcoals, sketch pads, and a few pens. Marin twisted her fingers, chewed on her lips and estimated her chances of getting out of the room before he turned around.

“Is there a problem, my dear?”

Damn… too late. “Well… usually I use canvas and oil paints.” She then rushed on, her words running together. “I’m sure this will work.” Marin felt sure that she could still use a sketch pad. It had been years, but hopefully the basics were still there. It would make her trance harder to get down. With paint and canvas, her body knew how to depict what she saw, felt, and heard… all without the need to come out of her trance.

“Hmm… I believe I will have Makayla run out and get the supplies you are in need of.” Anton cocked his head to the side, before nodding to himself. “Yes. That will work nicely. For now, I will have you start on the written portion. My second in command, Cedric, will bring in object that will test your senses. Usually we use wine in the taste portion of the test, but the other three objects will still work. I will work on locating something to replace the wine. Even someone that has never had a glass can tell what fruit was used in its production. As well as a number of other attributes. Just get comfortable and Cedric will be with you momentarily. After we test your senses, I will ask you to work a Find. I will give you an object with the essence of someone, someone the police would appreciate speaking with.”

Marin watched Anton leave the room. Did he not realize that Makayla was dangerous in that southern way where you only see the smile on her face? You completely miss the knife going for your heart. Marin never wanted to get on Makayla’s bad side, but that looked like a lost cause. Especially if Anton kept sending her on errands for Marin’s needs. Yep. Anton would just make this a hostile working environment.

Marin tried out a few of the seat, picking the most comfortable one, and started looking through the art supplies available to her. She wondered if Lindal was allowing her to take this test because she believed that Marin would fail. Taking a deep breath, she rolled her shoulders and prepared to ace whatever test they threw at her. By this time next week, Marin would be working as a Finder. No matter what.

Anton watched through the glass doors to the conference room. He couldn’t believe how well this girl was doing. She had a mastery of all five senses that he had never seen before. At this point, only her age held him back. Even with the last test where she would work a Find for them, he could see her potential.

Cedric had given Marin some toast with grape jelly, while she sat blindfolded. The blindfold wasn’t necessary but it did deprive her of one of her senses. They had decided to see just how good she truly was. One bit and she had managed to name the food, as well as all the ingredients involved in their productions. White wheat toast with jelly made from concord grapes grown in the Yakima Valley in Washington. She was doing Direct Finds while eating her toast. They didn’t need such a complete answer but if was too amazing to interfere. Anton had stepped back and watched as Marin continued to tell them the brand of toaster oven used, what she could feel about the person working the toaster, and feel of the wind through the tree as a farmer harvested the wheat to make the bread. When she started talking about the rain in Washington, Anton had stepped from the room. He wanted to forgo the last test and just hire her now.

The woman from his dreams had told him to keep her close, and working for him was pretty damn close. If her aunt’s request had been the only swaying factor he had to consider, the answer would have been now. Marin’s aunt had been making appointments, sitting in his office, or just hanging out in the waiting room every day last week. Still, he had held firm. Then he had a dream where a hooded woman pleaded with him to watch over Marin. That pushed him to allow this test, but no more.

Watching Marin work, he wanted to sign her, give her a bonus, and plead with her to work overtime. With her skills they could take on twice as many clients. That’s if the last part of the test didn’t freak her out.

Makayla slammed the easel in her arms down beside him, allowed the bag of paint supplies to fall to the floor. Without another word she stalked away, which was completely unlike the fiery southerner. No polite rant, and her stalk lacked its usual sexual sway.

Chuckling to himself, Anton focused back on the conference room as Cedric finished up and made his way to the door.

Cedric stepped into the hallway and quietly shut the door before saying, “This is a bad idea.”

Anton crossed his arms, his head slanting to the side. “You do not think we should hire her?”

“Hell, yeah we should hire that girl. I don’t care how old she is. But asking her to work on the same Find that we had the other applicants work on is a mistake. We could be scarring that girl for life.”

Anton pinched the bridge of his nose and turned his back on the conference room. “You are right. I know you are right. That does not change the fact that we need information.”

“I know, I know.” Cedric paced in small circles, glancing into the conference room every few other turn. “I got it. We can ask her to look at just part of the crime scene evidence, and to … I don’t know … ignore the bloodier parts of her trance.”

“That is not how a trance works and you know it.”

Cedric stopped pacing, and focused on Anton. “Then we hire her and ask her to skip the Finder’s Trance. If she does a Direct Find, she should get less than if she slipped into a trance. But after watching her work, anything she gets will be more than the police currently have.”

Anton knew this was a bad idea. He should just hire Marin and be done with it. He should ignore his need for information and send her home for the day, or maybe he should go ahead and show her to the empty office that he was ready to put her name on. Going against his better judgment, Anton handed over an evidence bag and watched as Cedric went to initiate the last test.

Marin could feel her eyes bulging out of her head as she watched Cedric move towards her with a clear baggie that held a very deadly looking gun. Before she knew what she was doing, Marin was scooting her seat away from the conference table. She had worked dozens of Finds but one look at the weapon and she could feel her sense trying to pull her into a trance. She stood up as Cedric placed the gun on the table. Before he could say a word, she opened the bag and held the grip firmly in her hand, allowing her need to slip away to take over.

Instantly, Marin knew where she was. She remembered the news article about the gunman that had shot up the Huntington Bestbuy. The alarm blared overhead as she watched blood seep from a man’s chest wound, his eyes beginning to glaze over. Blood splattered in every direction as the gun went off once, twice, three times. Her own body jerked as she watched the bullets slam home into a teenage stockboy and what Marin could describe as a soccer mom. Marin watched as the stockboy tried to drag his body to safety, only to receive the third bullet.

She didn’t know where the rest to the customers and store employees were hiding but she hoped they managed to stay out of sight. Marin would have searched the room for their hiding places but her eyes refused to move away from the small pair of cleats, barely seen behind the isle to the gunman’s left. Marin wanted to jump up and down, she wanted to scream, do anything to keep that evil man’s attention away from small feet.

It was harder than usual to make out facial characteristics, but Marin pushed. She ignored everything but the man holding the deadly weapon. She could make out a scar on his neck and a tattoo on his right bicep. She knew where he purchased the gun, where he was when he loaded the bullets, and what he drove while carrying his firearm.

Marin was focused on the man’s build and his walk as he searched the store, when the alarm suddenly cut off. That’s when they heard it. A small whimper came from the owner of the small pair of cleats, causing the man to whirl around and Marin to jump into his path – as if she could change what would happen next.

She watched him stalk across the room trying to remember if there were three dead or four, if the article had said anything about wounded or kidnapped kids. Marin threw her hands into the air but as the man got within touching distance her perception of the room changed, allowing her to watch as he took hold of one tiny ankle to pull out his prize.

The child was screaming for his mommy, gazing at the woman dead on the floor. The gunman tossed the crying burden over his shoulder and ran from the store. Marin followed just in time to watch a rusted pickup truck race from the parking lot as a gun flew from the driver’s window. She didn’t know if the license plate was a fake. Just incase, Marin quickly memorized the letters and numbers, determined to give Anton as much information as possible.

Anton and Cedric had been working together to change out the canvas Marin worked on every time she froze and glanced around as if searching for a place to paint. They had quickly figured out what to do after her first pause. She had glanced around, but with no new canvas to work on, Marin had begun painting on very expensive side table meant for refreshments during meetings.

Marin’s eyes were wide as she sat staring at the gun in her hand. Before Anton could move or say anything, she dropped the gun and proceeded to throw up with wracking sobs.

Cedric handed her a wet face towel as she began to quiet. Marin whipped her face with the cool cloth, and Anton felt sure that she would want to pass on the job when she said, “I need to see that car.”

It was the last thing he expected, and Anton decided that showing her to her new office could wait. The car had been seen on the video tape and found abandoned three blocks from the abduction sight.

Cedric took her soiled face towel and handed her another. “Are you sure you want to do that? We don’t know what else you might see. If could be worse than the handgun.”

Marin squared her shoulders and nodded once. “I want to help. Want to get to that kid as soon as possible.”

Her hands were shaking but Anton could read the determination in the set of her lips. Her emotions were hidden, even though he could read emotions better than he could read facial features. He didn’t understand why, but pushed his curiosity to the back of his mind and focused on how best to use his new asset. Marin had more talent than all of his resent hires combined.

Wonder in Color

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Long exposure photo of a lightning bolt hitting a tree. Photo & artwork by Darren Pearson. — with Mandi Perkins.

Okay… this is by far the coolest thing I have ever seen… I want Marin to accidentally bring lightning down that sparks this kind of Aurora Borealis effect… Or maybe one of her new Fae friends can do this… there are a lot of Brownie kids running around… ooo ooo ooo…. Perhaps a bad guy with a power similar to Marin’s but he/she has control of the gift… yeah… I’m liking this… I can see the person know… sorry but I can’t give out names yet, that would be telling… I can even see how this person managed to get a gift that no Fae has had in centuries… muhahahaha

On other insane fronts…. I spent the day yesterday taking pics, checking out the local fair, and trying not to sweat too much… needless to say, I didn’t last long at the fair (less than an hour), but mom and I did manage to get some nice pics for Author photos… She absolutely rocks…Andddd, we snagged some of the greasy goodness that my diet and diabetic issues didn’t think were good ideas, but who goes to a fair and does eat corndogs and funnel cake… I mean really… it just isn’t done…

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Beware of Sand

Beach time

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*all pictures from pinterest/ will be blogging my own later

Most people associate vacation time with sunbathing on the beach, walking through the surf, and playing in the world’s largest sandbox. Nope. Sorry, that’s not me. lol. Although I love floating along in the salt water, bobbing upon the surface like an inflatable raft, I hate sand. I mean I really hate sand. Those small little particles find their way into the most inconvenient of places. While the water can cool your body once you get there, you feel as if you’re moving across an oven on high heat, the sand fighting you ability to move faster than crawl, as your feet begin to cook. (I always forget water shoes or flip flops) Once I reach the refreshing cool waves, I start to relax… for a while. da da daa daaaa … (that’s my shark noise.. lol) I am sure that one day I will be tasted by a passing shark, so I have made it my mission in life to have shark steak before  that happens… at least then the shark and I will be even.

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Sand and sharks aside, there is also the heat to consider…

There seems to be an acceptable dress code that only lasts as long as you’re within a fifty mile radius of sandy shores… and heatwaves… that dress code??? It is a simpler way to accessorize — little, to no clothes, on the beach — and cover-up optional the rest of the time. Though please wear some shoes if you plan to go into a restaurant.

Okay… it isn’t that bad, but dang, it is close. It is just so dang hot.

I may not strip to the ‘bare’ necessities, but shorts and low cut, tank tops are a common occurrence. After my first foray or two in the ocean, I am ready to hit the nearest book store. Readers and writers … this is our home. An air conditioned building with book upon book to explore. 😛 I spend a lot of time in book stores when my mother wants to enjoy the smells and sights of the ocean. Me … I also love the smells and sights, but I would rather explore during the day and gaze over my hotel balcony at night. MS makes my time moving through the heat limited. Enjoying slow paced, air conditioned activities give me more time to enjoy a vacation.

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There are a lot of great things about the beach. The smell of the ocean 65452cacff8c30bf188c8720e11e28ad the animals ready to snap you in half or the ones willing to steal your food…83f66c0990e16a765b381151190e0a71 1482411ba8ad23c3f6568bfd219a6caf … The flying inhabitants of the sandy regions are definitely fond of the excess food to be found when humans are around. I have feed pelican and seagulls, a number of times. Sometimes against my will. The pelicans came at the end of a deep sea fishing trip. They lined up along the back of the boat and waited, making it obvious that is wasn’t their first rodeo. I got to toss the bait fish to these wonderful creatures, watching as they caught the treats like pros. The seagulls are another matter… One set of seagulls, I had decided to toss the pieces of my popcorn up into the air to see what would happen. Insanity, that’s what. Still, it was all going well until I didn’t move fast enough. One pelican decided that he didn’t wish to race for his food and snatched the popcorn right from my fingers, taking a little flesh in the bargain… ouch…. another group of pelicans stalked my balcony, waiting for the perfect moment to strike. Running in to grab some milk to go with my Danish was apparently the perfect opportunity. lol … I came back out to an empty plate. 😛

Our next vacations, I will be in charge of picking the destination. Problem … where do I want to go? There are so many sights and small town community ways that I would love to see. What would you guys suggest? What vacation spot always makes you smile? (Somewhere other than the beach, at least the ones down south) I love water and alley-like shopping areas… What do you guys love?

Happy Wordage

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I know that a lot of people hate anything that reminds them of chain letters, so I will try to spice my 7 tidbits (all about me) up a little ( 😛 spoiler: there may be a cowboy picture or two) and keep the fun flowing as I pass this award along to the most recent commenters that have been helpful/engaging/or just plain awesome…..

Dragon’s Loyalty Award

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First off, I want to send out some cyber to Jean over at http://jeanswriting.com/ for adding me to her list of 15 rocking bloggers. She always has a kind word or two for her fellow bloggers, as well as, writing tidbits and book reviews, so be sure to look her up. This award, in particular, is given to those who have commented and/or followed on your blog. So, if you find your name below, pass the thanks along to a blogger that you appreciate. Annnnddd here we go…

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Here Are The Rules For This Award:

 * Display the award certificate on your website.
*  Announce your win with a post, and link to whomever presented your award.
* Present 15 awards to deserving bloggers.
* Drop them a comment to tip them off after you’ve linked them in the post.
* Post 7 interesting things about yourself.
All about ME:
Let’s start with the seven things about Tracey, that I will try to make interesting to all. Hummmm … where to start. Well since I added that race track photo to the top, why not start off with horse. I love horses. I love to ride them (though it has been years), especially run. To be on top of a horse as he flies across the ground, it feels like you’re the one flying. Everything about the animals speaks of majestic strength, of power. Being on top of one, you get to be included in that power, if only for a little while.
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Number two on my list … I’m gonna go with cowboys. I blame this on Lorelei James and her rough rider series. lol. Just lover her cowboy romances. Though it could also have something to do with the fact that I am a Kentucky girl. Cowboys and other men that work farms or with animals are just plain sexy. 😛 One day, I plan to write a contemporary/cowboy romance. But for now I will stick to my Fantasy/paranormal romances. I will edit the ba-zillion rough drafts until I want to scream, and then watch out. Here come the Cowboys.
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For your third viewing pleasure, let’s look at some beach pictures. Although I have been to many different sandy shores, in both the heat and the cold, I am not a beach fan. I love the beautiful views to be found, buuutttt … Sand and Sharks, people. Sand and Sharks. I hate and fear them both. I firmly that sand has a mind of its own, and is more dangerous than the ever hungry shark. As soon as you enter the city holding your chosen beach destination, the sand goes to work. Without getting out of the car, you will start to feel the creeping, abrasive, sneaky sandy hands. Heaven help you if you are brave enough to go swimming. I always come out of the water (ocean or pool) with sand taking up residence inside my bathing suit. With shark, I would just like to eat one of them before they get me. At least them I will kinda deserve it. (at least in the sharks mind) lol
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On to number four … When I need a break from my characters and the worlds that the voices demand I continue to build and expand, I turn to crafts. Mostly, I experiment with oil paints. I enjoy the way you can blend and change the canvas. Plus, even if you use a drying agent, mixed in with your paints, you have at least three days to change your creation. Oils are very forgiving of mistakes. 😛 My other main craft revolves around yarn. Hats, scarves … stuffed animals, baby clothes … I will try anything. Everyone should include some form of arts and/or crafts in their life. Make sure that you use both sides of your brain, not just the fact based side 😛
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*keep trying until you find your stress relief
Alrighty! Moving on to interesting fact number five. (I feel like I am on a dating site … lol) Anywho. I would say that my travel history is pretty interesting. I have been to beaches from the west to the east (see fact three). I have been to different Kentucky areas for singing competitions. As a teen I went on one of those Eruo tours, visiting France, London, Germany, Switzerland, etc… I have seen castles and homesteads from the 1800’s, I have gone cliff diving (very little cliff, not to dare devilish), and I have gone deep sea snorkeling. And still there is so much I want to see and do. Seeing and experiencing the world around me is very important to my life. I want to take in as much as I can.
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Two facts left. For number six, I will go with … Animals. I love them all. In fact, every time I go on a trip, I pick an animal to associate with that adventure. In Switzerland, I chose the mountain goat. I loved taking a tram up into the mountains and seeing them perched so perfectly on the rocky cliff face. At the beach, I usually go with an alligator. Most would probably go with sharks, but when I was small, I saw an alligator snatch a bird for his dinner. I have some charms for a bracelet of a necklace with representations of my vacations animal picks.
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*alligator pic came from pinterest (need to get one of my own)
Lastly, but not least … I have MS (multiple sclerosis) but I refuse to stop me from living. I want to be apart of the world, not just sit on the sidelines and watch. I may not move at the same pace as others, or accomplish everything in a timely manner, but eventually get to the places I want to be. I have learned to work with my MS, instead of being smothered by it. When I wake up, I ask myself what I want to accomplish. Then I stop to think, what CAN I accomplish. If I’m having a bad day, I know that whatever I want to do isn’t out of the questions. I just need to wait and see if tomorrow will let me do more. This process has allowed me to become a new person, when I thought all had been lost. I avoid things that hurt my head, and take life one day at a time. I have event finished one novel that I am in the process of talking to a publisher about, and I have half a dozen other rough draft (but dang, the editing process vs my MS and dyslexia … let’s just say time consuming).
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Blogger appreciation
Now for some fellow blogger love. Here is my list of Blogger I think we should all know more about.
1. Mary Shortridge meshortridge.com … a lovely woman from the writing group in my area … truthfully some of the best writing I have ever heard… (Finish your book, Mary, so I can buy it in hard back and kindle)
2. http://coloradotravelingducks.com/ …. some of the best pictures of water views
3. https://dee2post.wordpress.com/ …. love the reviews found here
4.Sharmishtha https://wingofdreams.wordpress.com/ …. she always has a kind word to share, artist and writer.
5. Dellani Oakes https://dellanioakes.wordpress.com/ …. I would love to be able to paint the water scene from her home page… fun reads to be found from this blogger
6. Frank Parker http://franklparker.com/about/ …. an author and one of the many excellent bloggers willing to inspire those around him…
7. Mary A. Perez http://maryaperez.com/ …. a lovely site that can reach both the English and Spanish speaking blogger with her writing
8. Opher Goodwin https://opherworld.wordpress.com/ …. a seriously all around blogger and author, with ideas and viewpoints on multiple fronts
9. Lloyd Lofthouse http://lloydlofthouse.org/ …. author with lots of site ideas when you are looking for blogs about books… he also has a handful of other blogs that should be checked out … I dub thee, word warrior
10. Teresa http://stoneleafandcompany.com/ … because, hey, she is a fellow Kentucky gal … plus, I live the animal pics on her blog
11. A.C. Melody https://acmelodyblog.wordpress.com/ … a fellow author just trying to keep the voices happy 😛
12. Tracey Lynn Tobin https://nopageleftblank.wordpress.com/ …. because Traceys rock… not to mention that her maiden name was just like my last name (if you tack on an E) which automatically equals cool 😛
13. Noirfifre https://yelhispressing.wordpress.com/ … because anyone that loves Pride and Prejudice, I will consider my peeps… lol… I may be all about Fantasy/paranormal Romance, but P&P is a must read/watch for everyone… *sigh … now I want to put my copy in the DVD player
14. Jin Okubo http://jinokubo.com/ … anyone willing to reblog my words gets an award … plus he writer in English and Japanese … (Man, that makes two bi-lingual bloggers on my list … I am so jealous… wait, maybe its three… dang it… I bet you can all speak and write in multiple languages *pouting now)
15. https://hmjmdeleon.wordpress.com/about/ … a blogger after my own heart, with so many voices in her head that it is either write them down or go insane…
Now go forth, my lovely winners

Find your Inspiration

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Where do you find your Inspiration???

For years, I wrote down my ideas and worked on my outlines and rough drafts, but that was all. I looked down and had dozens of both, but unless I wanted to build another room to house my ideas, I needed to finish this and edit that. It was a moment of ‘omg, where do I start…’ and I didn’t have a clue. Then I saw something on twitter about National Writers Month (#NaNoWriMo). The organization is great. They have the main event in Nov. for #NaNoWriMo, and camp comes in july (#campnanowrimo) … I think there is even a month dedicated to the junior wordmonger.

But what do you need, what do you get out of it, and why should you bother???

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Hey, this may be camp, but that doesn’t mean you have to go outdoors. I mean, l love nature and all the beautiful landscapes that are available … but … bugs. I said it, bugs. I am too old to fight off bugs, use natures outhouse (or even a camp restroom), and sleep on the hard unforgiving ground.

Even those lovely foldout beds, that can be put into place with the ease of a lawn chair, is a no-go for this Kentucky gal. I want to ride the horses, wade in the stream, take some amazing photos … and then go home. So indoor camp is it for me. Plus, s’mores can be made anywhere. yummmm. A bottle of wine, a bag of goodies, and some upclass camp junk food. Dang, now I’m hungry.

But camp isn’t about the food, or the bedding. It’s about the people. I am still friends with the first two women I met at camp, a Canadian word-lover and an Ohio wordsmith.  We still get on Facebook to chat, trash talk, and when needed … we support each other in our current projects. So the inspiration you can find at CampNaNoWriMo, or one of the similar online get togethers, is something that you can take with you. Something that you can depend on throughout the year, not just the month that you bust your arse to reach that 50k word goal line. Even if you never reach 50k words, the connections and friends are important.

But just because I enjoy my comforts (the bed is sooo not mine), don’t think I miss out on the wildlife… say hello to Froggy Assassin in the picture below …..

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Writing is a solitary event for the most part. But every once in a while it is good to get out of you writer’s cave, take a look around, and stretch your legs. We have to go out in the world in order to keep the ideas and voices flowing. Stroll through the local fruit market, wonder around the towns surrounding chosen vacation spot, or my favorite outdoor activity … stop at a random exit. When I’m coming home from some roadtrip or out of town necessity, I watch the signs that promote the attractions for the upcoming exits. My last trip ended with a stop along the Ky-Tn border. Mom and I stopped for lunch at this little outdoor museum. They had houses from the old days, and lots of animals walking around. The little store had some of the crafts from the area, and the back of the store housed a little deli with homemade goodies. We had some of the best cobbler I have ever tasted, and I’m not normally a cobbler lover.

In essences, inspirations can be found anywhere. Indoors and out, you just need to be open to trying something new. You can tackle the word sprints with your NaNoWriMo camp mates, or soak up the off the beaten path attractions. Just have fun, and then write it down… 😛 … Happy Wordage, Tracey Clark

Here are some of the photos from my off the beaten path stop…

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